Mr. C

Now here's a new one for you. Mr. C.....what can I say about Mr. C? Well, we dated off and on for about 3 years. He helped me get out of the situation with Mr. M. But only one thing was wrong with Mr. C. He cared so much that it hurt our relationship. He is a very abrupt person. Meaning that he is very harsh. Not as far as controlling but more in the affect of emotions. He hardly worked when we were together.....which put me in a bind to pay for mostly everything. Now don't get me wrong, he would "pawn" everything he owned to buy things for us/him. But it would be nice every once in a while to receive flowers just because. I did love him. We had a very on again......off again relationship. I say this because when things went wrong....we would fight and I would leave. And yet again I would go back, because I was "in love". Mr. C and I would spend countless weekends together in seattle which were absolutely awesome! Very romantic.....things like this stopped throughout the relationship though. I moved in with him too fast. He never hurt me physically.....well not really. It was more emotional than anything. Things were going fine until I met someone new. Another Mr. M. So we had our share of turmoils due to who was cheating on who. I am the first to tell you that I am a drama queen. I enjoy it. I don't know why but i do. I guess it's because I like to be involved in my friends lives and trying to make them happy in the meantime. So this creates drama. Mr. C couldn't stand drama. I became very good friends with his family. Especially his mother. In fact, we still talk on a regular basis. I love her very much. She is very upset that her son and I didn't work out. So goes life though. Anyways, Mr. C and I decided to break it off because of me.....and my drama. I felt as though I couldn't trust him. This is a big thing for me. All in all though we didn't work out......we were "friends on the side". This worked for a little bit but then I decided that it was just too emotionally draining. Plus he was at a different state in his life. We are still friends but with no benefits. I hope that he is happy in life. I think that we have both learned something from our experience with each other. Here's to having good friends, no matter what happens in life. :)